Friday, October 01, 2010

LU..(entry marah, so jangan baca)

pagi-pagi jumaat ni, bangun awal.
bukak pintu rezeki orang kata.
kot la MARA nak bagi duit lebih ke.
hahah. okay, wa bukan nak bagi khutbah pagi-pagi.
aku cuma nak meluahkan perasaan pada blog aku ni je.
nasib badan.

ada la sorang mamat ni.
cukup benci pulak perangai dia ni ha.
makin lama makin mintak penampar.
budak ni kalau aku kat jb sana, dah mampus aku tampar.

entah lah. perangai tak cantik.
cara pun tak cantik.
tiba-tiba keluar rumah, sign contract rumah lain.
ape kes? inform pun tak. alih-alih dah sign contract.
tak ke mintak penampar tu?
rent da la naik. lu buat hal macam pundek ni kenapa?

*sorry mulut aku memang suka mencarut kalau tengah perasaan

kunci dah la tak pulang lagi. b*to la.
kerusi meja lu nak campak mana?
ikut kan cara lu blah yang macam ci*ai tu, nak je aku sedekah kat abo-abo kat luar tu.
mamat ni menguji kesabaran betul la.

lu kalau ada masalah lu cerita la bodo.
tapayah simpan-simpan.
lu bawah tu ada batang, bukan bunga.
aku pun sensitive. tapi agak2 la bila nak perasaan.

apa? lu rasa orang semua tak layan lu?
lu pergi tengok cermin, lu tengok muka lu,
wa tanya, muka paisey macam tu, sapa nak layan?
muka bermasalah, orang nak tanya pun malas.

orang nak tegur pun takut. wa okay je.
lu tak suka, lu cakap depan-depan.
jangan buat cerita taik kat orang lain.
elak satu hari memang lu makan penampar wa.
lu ingat lu senyap je orang tak perasan?
lu kat rumah, memang lain.
bila kat luar, jumpa orang lain. boleh pulak lu senyum?
muka ceria.
eh apsal?

serious shit, cermin balik muka lu tengok.
lu ni perempuan ke laki.
wa tak pernah kesah bapak lu sape, kalau wa nak terajang, memang wa terajang.
agak-agak.




(berasa sedikit lega bila tulis apa yang kita marah, akan lebih lega kalau kaki dan tangan bergerak bersama)
hahaha.


10 comments:

HEROICzero said...

We want more! (^___^)

syafiq kadir said...

kalau kau kat tempat aku, kau nak buat ape dil? hahaha. temperature aku ada 200 degree ni.

Anonymous said...

i wont say i know exactly of what u shud or shudn be doing, but i think, if he wants to move out, then be it.. he also paid his rent when he stayed there, right? and im pretty sure he's not asking anyone else to pay for the new house either, kan? it's his decision..tak ke? this is wat i think. though im not saying that him leaving without informing is a good thing to do..but wtv the reason is, it must've seem appropriate for him at the moment.. awak cuba tanya dia baek2 la,k? im sure u can sort it out..:)

Anonymous said...

i know this is in public (mcm perlu ke?huuu), but yeah, i kinda miss u.. (sorry takde kena mngena ng diz entry).
u know, it's like...only bcoz i've been busy, doesnt mean i dont think of u. haaa. :D

syafiq kadir said...

:) terima kasih for the advices. i tak marah pasal bayar ke tak sebenarnya.
i'm mad because he didnt inform the whole house pun. tu pun dia inform sorang je. tu pun dah sigh contract dah pun.
bukan taknak cakap baik2.
last year he did the same thing. i mean tade lah pindah tapi dia duk rumah orang lain, just balik makan.
tu je. lepas tu senyap.
i mean, come on lah. we are guys.
kenapa kalau ada benda tak suka taknak cakap? simpan2?
and then bagitau kat orang lain, cerita bukan2.
thats what make me pissed off.
kitorang bukan perempuan nak terasa terasa hati.
tak suka cakap cakap je direct.
fine with me.
i feel lot better rather than not telling me anything. and then buat-buat muka macam mintak penampar.
i can tolerate.
but i have limit jugak.
1st time i jumpa lelaki perangai macam ni.
and one more thing, orang lain punya perception tu yang i tak suka. macam kita yang buat dia keluar.
mana i tak marah.

syafiq kadir said...

takde kene mengena pun takpelaaah. :)
i miss you too.
its not kinda miss, but i am missin' u.

Anonymous said...

mesti dia ada sebab keluar dari rumah.x boleh salah kan pihak dia sahaja.cuba periksa apa yang salah di pihak anda

syafiq kadir said...

penat dah periksa. tapi agak susah jugak kalau orang tu bila kita tanya tak jawab apa.
bila ditanya orang lain. pelbagai tohmahan pula dilemparkan.
kita ada mulut, kan lagi bagus berterus terang dari memfitnah.
kalau ada salah sekali pun, kan lebih elok kalau dapat dibincang.
kenapa tidak begitu sebaliknya terus keluar tanpa khabar berita, tu pun melalui orang lain.
sedangkan contract rumah baru ditandatangan. sewa semakin mahal. dan kini beban kami yang tanggung.
saya marah bersebab. bukan suka-suka.

Anonymous said...

sy rs mmg dya slah sbb pndah xbgth.blk rmh mkn jer.kt luar happy..sign kontrak xbgth...and buat muka mintak penampar..kt situ..mmg salah dya...tp..mst ada benda yg buat dya jd mcm tu..bkn dya xnk bgth knapa tp maybe dya rs ssh ke nk bgth..tp xbaik gado2..salam2..p/s;suka entry ni.controversi=p

syafiq kadir said...

well, dats why i am so mad.
he didnt even tell. and out of nowhere suddenly.
now he's burdening everyone else. if tells us earlier, this cud be easier.
we can move to other house where the rent is cheaper.
i cant find why is it so hard to tell someone. if its not me, anyone else lah. i dont care who. but just tell. and i dont think its hard for a person called "MAN"
ure not a boy lagi. dah besa panjang dah pun. know how to think.
i can tolerate with honest ppl.
but i just cant tolerate to those who talk shit behind my back.
honestly, this person, if he's just a random people, i might have punch him straight at his face. let he feels how hurt we are rite now. damn.
but i dont want to. sebab dah besa. ni barang2 dia, semua tinggal sini. tak kemas pun. biar je macam tu. who can stand it?
whenever i saw him la nowadays, it makes me feel sooooo mad that i wanted to just kill that bastard.
sorry for my language.
i used to swearing when i'm mad. hahah. this entry definitely not my fav. how come la u like it.
hahaha.